Natural

Bring the heat of the sun to me
Let it warm my bones
Take my cares and worries
Noise of persistent drones

I feel I can relate to your creativity
But not able to repay thee
For the courage and the strength
And all the love you gave me

Sometimes all I do is pray
To this mighty universe
It warms me like this sunny day
As my compassion rolls and stirs

I do not feel compelled or stifled
I have freedom and relief
I feel your energy like a rifle
Blowing through us leaves on trees

Mind Control

The witches are infesting my dreams

Who knows for how long now

The incest of a fake family

Like that line in the snow

Like ditches under my bare feet

I'm too lucid for you to take

You are murdering my abilities 

To make a constant facade outa me

Steal that fat cat fast cash right out from under me

And my own little scathing knee caps 

We hear secret schemes of these

" make more monsters family function God, fucking, death "

Once you're in it

...these memories they may haunt me

Once you are IN- in world, body, and life

There is no going back!

Retracing steps stumble out of whack

And it feels like there is no end

Does time without memory really exist? 

Desired dementia I slept as a defense mechanism

To keep all away from my lunatic way

As a car crept by outside, dropping to the cold wet black pavement

A loud clink

I stumble sleep walk away

As I think to hide to think

This undetectable mind control genocide 

Swarming around like invisible bees

Getting us down to the dirt on our knees 

Sweating for help with dust in our eyes

Weeping for death and never believing in our own beautiful lives.