Thursday, April 16, 2015


Bring the heat of the sun to me
Let it warm my bones
Take my cares and worries
Noise of persistent drones

I feel I can relate to your creativity
But not able to repay thee
For the courage and the strength
And all the love you gave me

Sometimes all I do is pray
To this mighty universe
It warms me like this sunny day
As my compassion rolls and stirs

I do not feel compelled or stifled
I have freedom and relief
I feel your energy like a rifle
Blowing through us leaves on trees

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Mind Control

The witches are infesting my dreams
Who knows for how long now
The incest of a fake family
Like that line in the snow
Like ditches under my bare feet
I'm too lucid for you to take
You are murdering my abilities 
To make a constant facade outa me
Steal that fat cat fast cash right out from under me
And my own little scathing knee caps 
We hear secret schemes of these
" make more monsters family function God, fucking, death "
Once you're in it
...these memories they may haunt me
Once you are IN- in world, body, and life
There is no going back!
Retracing steps stumble out of whack
And it feels like there is no end
Does time without memory really exist? 
Desired dementia I slept as a defense mechanism
To keep all away from my lunatic way
As a car crept by outside, dropping to the cold wet black pavement
A loud clink
I stumble sleep walk away
As I think to hide to think
This undetectable mind control genocide 
Swarming around like invisible bees
Getting us down to the dirt on our knees 
Sweating for help with dust in our eyes
Weeping for death and never believing in our own beautiful lives.